Fantasy Bad Luck is Driving me insane

So above is my last weeks matchup, scored 183 and still lost. My team is currently 1-4 even though I’ve scored the 4th most points in the league.

I have had 830 points scored against me in a .5 ppr league through 5 games. The next closest team is 720. That’s an average of 165+ points a week against me. So frustrating! Just needed somewhere to rant.