I am a fool

I am a league commish. My opponent this week didn’t have an RB to start. For the sake of competition, I traded him Bilal Powell for Dede Westbrook. Now I don’t have Melvin Gordon and I have to start Derrick Henry. I’m doing my best to trade for Ekeler. I had Ekeler and traded him for Cooper Kupp weeks ago. So this is what I get for trying to make sure the league stays competitive. I HATE MY LIFE.